Monday, August 23, 1999

Have everything there,

Everything to do

…. These things are just ready to come forth. A massive wave of creation perhaps. And the block holds strong. I’m either too tired, too busy, too messed up, too poor, or too lonely. Something seems to keep my contributions in check. Something keeps my potential in check – my power, will, my choice. So I remain a slave to this or that = to this and that.

I’ve been through so much time,

I had so much time,

Time is just folding unto itself getting smaller and smaller. My personal choices are getting smaller. My personal habits are getting smaller. My behavior is getting smaller and my words are getting smaller. My home is getting smaller, my cars are getting smaller, by brain is getting smaller, my dick is getting smaller, and my world is getting smaller.

I see so many people,

Everyone has someone,